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Jun. 13th, 2005 09:32 pmWhat have I been doing with my time? I have had some very good days - sitting under a horse chestnut tree in Kelvingrove park with a picnic. Baba ghanoush, ful medans, good bread, pears, bananas and cherries. And a good book of course.
I have seen some good films: -
( Sin City )
( The Cat Returns )
And I have had some remarkably bad days. Working days like today serve to remind me why I don't like working for a living.
Also I have been getting depressed again. The past tense is correct, I think, as it seems to have gone again but I'm a little scared by the way it was creeping up on me again. A choice selection of my most obvious symptoms - refusing to speak to anyone, isolating myself, really hating the mere thought of having to go to work, not sleeping well, waking early, not cooking (that's a big one for me. When I get down I don't stop eating but I do stop eating anything interesting). And I didn't notice! Ye gods but I thought I'd notice it coming after me again.
I have seen some good films: -
( Sin City )
( The Cat Returns )
And I have had some remarkably bad days. Working days like today serve to remind me why I don't like working for a living.
Also I have been getting depressed again. The past tense is correct, I think, as it seems to have gone again but I'm a little scared by the way it was creeping up on me again. A choice selection of my most obvious symptoms - refusing to speak to anyone, isolating myself, really hating the mere thought of having to go to work, not sleeping well, waking early, not cooking (that's a big one for me. When I get down I don't stop eating but I do stop eating anything interesting). And I didn't notice! Ye gods but I thought I'd notice it coming after me again.
